The Path

I'm not too sure, but I'm more than half way

I wanna get there, but I get better every day

They say " you gotta believe in what you pray"

But it's a little hard when it doesn't go my way

It don't matter, I'll just keep on push'n

I'll put my part in, and he'll keep on loving

His Grace is Glory, and I know His stories

Maybe not all of them, but he knows I'm sorry

Sometimes, I had enough of myself

Expecting his love, I got fed-up with myself

Sin-on, Sin-off, that ain't good for my health

Can't get past him, you ain't playing no stealth

Challenges, cliffs, and mountains to overcome

Where faith be fighting science, it's got me feeling so dumb

Criminals, despicables, and demons- they run

From His light, illuminated by the blood of His Son

He's got my back, and I got His, that's the least I could do

I'll be walking on His path, like You-Know-Who

Well, I'm not exactly him, heck I'm far from that

Everybody knows it's so hard to do,

Not impossible, you could do it, too

The only question is "what are you willing to risk"?

Pointing to the cross, "can you end up like this"?

My Lady God

She has always loved me... even before I came into existence

She has guided me in the dark, even when I showed Her resistance

She has given me strength, despite my works in weakness

And though fear has rendered me still at times

The Lady has strengthened me to withstand the demons

It is true, that I have hurt Her before...

By both my actions and words

I have broken Her heart... yet She still warmed mine

And though I've walked away before, She waited with arms wide open in the sands of time

Always there, always loving, always present

And though She cannot speak, She is most definitely not mute

Respect, love, and even fear She deserves

My life is completely Hers

I don't want to be the reason She cries

I don't want to be the reason Her Son died

But I am

Now... I want to bring a smile to Her Glorious Face

And I don't want to cause pain

To Her or the rest of Her creations

And though I may not be perfect

I will try to be, and not to avoid damnation

But to provide exhilaration, love, laughter, and joy

Even if She decides to test me in a strange enemy filled fog

I will love Her... my Lovely Lady God.

P.S. to my true love. I love you, I'm sorry I've disappointed you. I will do better. I'll bring the chocolate and roses later on.