My Lady God

She has always loved me... even before I came into existence

She has guided me in the dark, even when I showed Her resistance

She has given me strength, despite my works in weakness

And though fear has rendered me still at times

The Lady has strengthened me to withstand the demons

It is true, that I have hurt Her before...

By both my actions and words

I have broken Her heart... yet She still warmed mine

And though I've walked away before, She waited with arms wide open in the sands of time

Always there, always loving, always present

And though She cannot speak, She is most definitely not mute

Respect, love, and even fear She deserves

My life is completely Hers

I don't want to be the reason She cries

I don't want to be the reason Her Son died

But I am

Now... I want to bring a smile to Her Glorious Face

And I don't want to cause pain

To Her or the rest of Her creations

And though I may not be perfect

I will try to be, and not to avoid damnation

But to provide exhilaration, love, laughter, and joy

Even if She decides to test me in a strange enemy filled fog

I will love Her... my Lovely Lady God.

P.S. to my true love. I love you, I'm sorry I've disappointed you. I will do better. I'll bring the chocolate and roses later on.